"CIRCLE OF INFLUENCE, "WHAT THE MEANING...???"

Initially, the words "Circle of Influence" go away in my ear.
Not because I've heard and forgotten, but because I felt I had understood. In my head has been filled with a perception that everything that exists beyond me would affect my life. It was true. However, when the words were repeated, sounds and echoes were be different. I began to sip words.

While sipping words, I remembered an experience.

One day I was bored with unity in the community, bored with my daily activities. I wanted to be alone. In boredom I tried to open the daily time table while making a note in it. It does not feel already four months I experienced living together in this community. ITL community which gives a new color in my life. Happy - hard, happy - sad, bored - full of energy. All blend into one. All that experience into a moment for me to interpret and give the value in it. The goal is to become a more mature person. Becoming personal religious faith in any event and be capable of a time when God made me.

And this is the moment where I was in a situation "bored".

Boredom when the situation togetherness becomes noticeably flat course, when there is a tendency to make judgments so as to make people afraid to act. There is no space for each person to present himself the "unique" because it is different or violate togetherness. When the "togetherness" is no longer a means for each individual to grow because of differences in perception.

That is the reality of living together.

That is the "Circle of Influence" which affects my life to act. Where is my position? When this is boredom. Bored as me disoriented. One hand there is the desire to be part of togetherness, but this brings discomfort. And on the other hand, I continue to be myself and focus on the objectives to be achieved.

That is the reality of living together.
The experience of living together, with all the colors that occur in life is a means of personal maturation. She let me in boredom, so I'm looking for a way to get out of boredom. Live now where I will set foot to stand on?

Circle of influence.

"I devoted much time and energy to change what is, in my control. Improving life and stop blaming others. "